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Kurt Cobain's complete suicide note:
DISCLAIMER: This is the note as it appeared in NME. The original
note is in the hands of the Seattle Police Department. Two copies
were made, one given to the Medical Examiner, the second to
Courtney Love. It was Courtney's copy that showed up in NME.

To Boddah
Speaking from the tongue of an experienced simpleton who obviously would
rather be an emasculated, infantile complain-ee. This note should be pretty
easy to understand.

All the warnings from the punk rock 101 courses over the years, since my first
introduction to the, shall we say, ethics involved with independence and the
embracement of your community has proven to be very true. I haven't felt the
excitement of listening to as well as creating music along with reading and
writing for too many years now. I feel guilty beyond words about these things.

For example when we're backstage and the lights go out and the manic roar of
the crowd begins, it doesn't affect me the way in which it did for Freddy
Mercury, who seemed to love, relish in the love and adoration from the crowd,
which is something I totally admire and envy. The fact is, I can't fool you,
any one of you. It simply isn't fair to you or me. The worst crime I can think
of would be to rip people off by faking it and pretending as if I'm having
100% fun.

Sometimes I feel as if I should have a punch-in time clock before I walk out
on stage. I've tried everything within my power to appreciate it (and I do,
God, believe me I do, but it's not enough). I appreciate the fact that I and
we have affected and entertained a lot of people. I must be one of those
narcissists who only appreciate things when they're gone. I'm too sensitive.
I need to be slightly numb in order to regain the enthusiasm I once had as a

On our last 3 tours, I've had a much better appreciation for all the people
I've known personally and as fans of our music, but I still can't get over the
frustration, the guilt and empathy I have for everyone. There's good in all of
us and I think I simply love people too much, so much that it makes me feel
too fucking sad. The sad little, sensitive, unappreciative, Pisces, Jesus man!
Why don't you just enjoy it? I don't know!

I have a goddess of a wife who sweats ambition and empathy and a daughter who
reminds me too much of what I used to be, full of love and joy, kissing every
person she meets because everyone is good and will do her no harm. And that
terrifies me to the point to where I can barely function. I can't stand the
thought of Frances becoming the miserable, self-destructive, death rocker
that I've become.

I have it good, very good, and I'm grateful, but since the age of seven, I've
become hateful towards all humans in general. Only because it seems so easy
for people to get along and have empathy. Only because I love and feel sorry
for people too much I guess.

Thank you all from the pit of my burning, nauseous stomach for your letters
and concern during the past years. I'm too much of an erratic, moody, baby!
I don't have the passion anymore, and so remember, it's better to burn out
than to fade away.

Peace, Love, Empathy.
Kurt Cobain

Frances and Courtney, I'll be at your altar.
Please keep going Courtney, for Frances.
For her life, which will be so much happier without me.


note on the note: In the book 'Cobain' they mention that Boddah was
one of Kurt's imaginary friends as a child.

Kurt was MURDERED!!! Not suicide ok?

Welcome, I'm a Nirvana fan and like many others believe that Kurt Cobain was murdered. I know that there are people who don't and that they believe that Kurt commited suicide.Below I will show you some evidence which I think is good enough to prove that Kurt was indeed murdered.

But first why would anyone want to kill such a great human being like Kurt Cobain, what has he done wrong? The answer is simple; nothing. But why? Could it be the money the fame? Sure but who? Now here's only one answer; Courtney Love. I believe she hired someone to do it for her.

Here is what I think and the evidence:

She wanted to kill Kurt for the money but not only. People knew that the marriage was coming to an end for whatever reason. Kurt was talking that he will change his will excluding Courtney and giving all his money and possesion to his daughter Frances. That was heard by the Nanny. That's a great reason to kill somebody espacially that Kurt Cobain was worth 35 million dollars.
Kurt Cobain was missing from April5 until APRIL 8th when he was found dead in the greenhouse above the garage. But the person who pronounced the death as a suicide was a good friend of Courtney's. Interesting, here are some more reasons that I believe prove the murder theory:

1. If Kurt Cobain had indeed pulled the trigger and shot himself, there would be a fingerprint right? Wrong there was no fingerprint on either the trigger or the gun. They were simply wipped out.

2. There was severly high level of heroine found in Kurt's body. Kurt Cobain was Incapactated, which says that he was unable to either pick a gun or write a note. He had 3 times the legal dosage of heroin in his vain. There is a certain limit where you can die, In Cobain's body that limit was exceeded three times.

3. There where marks on Kurt's body indicating some kind of struggle before his death. Marks left by the needle were deep and messy. It seemed like someone has stabbed the needle into him.

4. According to the experts 5 last lines of the retirement note where different then the one's above suggesting that someone has added them up. Hmmm those were the only notes saying that Kurt wanted to Kill himself.

5. There was a man named El Duce who Courtney offered 50,000 dollars to kill Kurt, he didnt take it. Now i saw the movie called "Kurt and Courtney" and in there he said that yeah indeed she offered him money but he didnt take it. Week later after the interview he was found dead. Accident?

6. After Kurts death he's wallet was found without the his credit card in there. Later on someone has tried to use that same Credit Card.

Well I believe she hired someone to kill him. She was evil and paranoid. She was willing to do anything to get to the top. Now she's there she has won. It hurts that there are people out there who know the truth but wont come forward. I hope that day will come someday and Courtney will go where she belongs. Either way nothing can bring back Kurt. But there are memories which even Courtney Love can take away from us . Kurt we miss you, Rest In Peace.

How Hard Can It Be... To Put One Person In Bars For The Rest Of Their Life... All They Had To Do Was Put Courtney In Jail! Cause It Was Her Who Did It! And Now We All Have To Suffer! Suffer The Pain And Loose Of A Great Person! We May Not Of Known Him But We Loved His Music And We Loved Him He Was A Great Person, And They Just Stoped And Called It Suicide Now What The Hell! He Wouldnt Kill Him Self Because He Had A Daughter And Was A Father Now.. And The People Who Think It Was Suicide I Think You Better Read Some More... Come On We Know Kurt Was Odd Maybe Even A Lil Weird But Still He Wouldnt Kill Him Self! No Way In Hell The Suicide Note Was Droping Out Of The Band Not To Kill Him Self And A Couple Days Later Another Note Was Found My Courtney...In The House But Didnt Those Cop Like People Search The Hole House??? Isnt That A Bit Weird??? And We All Know Courtney Love.. Damn Shes Fucked In The Head! Come On People Think About It If You Still Think It Was Suicide You Guys Are Fucked!